DIEMINZ

I was born in Middletown, NY only a hour away from NYC......it could have been considered da city from da way it wuzz....When i was born, my parents were poor. My pops was a drug dealer and my mom worked at McDonalds....i have a  brother who is a year older than myself....we used to git locked in our rooms while our parents smoked n sniffed drugs and got drunk.....when i turned 3 my pops walked out on us because of a fight wit my momz.....me and my brother were told we couldnt live in the enviroment my motha wuzz plannin on raisin us in.....we had gotten evicted 5 times by the time i wuzz 4......my dad ended up in jail for gettin caught wit illegal drugs.....my grandparents (moms parents), knew my mom coulnt raise us in her condition.....the government gave my grandparents full custoday of us.....we were still livin in Middletown, NY which grew dangerous because of city folk movin up........one year later on November 25th when i wuzz 5, my momz wuzz shot to death in da hallway out side her apartment when we were spendin da night......so much blood but no tears.....i felt dat i been hurt so much and seen so much in da past, nothin could make me cry anymore.....i didnt undastand death...i just knew dat once yur dead, you come back as a soul or ghost......as i grew olda, at age 6 or 7 i met dis olda kid named Isaac......he wuzz into rap and his uncle wuzz a rappa in Puerto Rico...hiz uncles rap name wuzz Pelligro.....isaac taught me the layout for rap songs.....he wuzz 2 years olda......i wuzz into Nsync and back street boyz a lil bit.....but i bought nelly's cd and i wuzz like "yo dis shitz bangin".......i met alot of isaacs friends and cuzins and made some friends at school.......i wuzz basically 1 of the 15 white kids at my school.......errybody dressed thuggish and talked alotta street slang.....of course i wuzz drawn into it...now dat there wuzz gangs around and BET wuzz all i watched........i felt i had to study my surroundings and buy alot of undaground mix-tape albums to get into rapping.....i started writin in 5-subject notebooks at a time and finished 5 within a year........when i wuzz 9, my homie Will Punn and Killa Physics were shot.....Isaac got away in time before takin da last bullet......thank god....he wuzz my inspiration......i spent my time writin rhymes,chillin wit my friends in da mall,gettin in trouble wit 5.0(cops),freestylin on my karaoke machine,playin basketball,or workin out to raise weight n stay in shape....at age 10 i had been chillin in my basement n playin wit fire.....within an hour my whole house had burned to nothin but ash......the month afta that we lived in a motel.......peice a shit motel.......we got enough money n hooked up wit some insurance dude.....we got a house on da nicer part of middletown......i met dis dude James who wuzz da same age az me....dis dude wuzz just like me though....we liked breakdancin basketball n had a love for rap n hip hop music...we would play ball most of the time, or wed write rap songz, or would breakdance in my backyard.....eventually i really got into my music and we just didnt get along anymore......hiz rhymez wuzz dope though....mad tight.......if i git signed i gotta bring him AND Isaac wit me........dey iz nice yo......me and my grandparents never had the best relationship.......they got tired of me back-talking and gettin in trouble all the time outside of school.....i would also leave da house for at the least of 10 hours a day n walk to my brothas gfs house or the mall to meet ppl.......my grandparents would abuse me so id walk out n go to either Allie's house or Lauren's house......Allies grandmotha has got to be the nicest and most caring of ALL parents.......Lauren's parents were very nice and thoughtful and let me walk right in.......both of them made me feel more than welcome....God bless em.......since i kept leavin da house n gittin in trouble wit cops cuz theyd find me n bring me home, i wuzz sent to a hospital called four winds to try n set me straight....i wuzz there for a full month......dat place aint change shit...i came back as  da same person who left.......dat wuzz age 12.......i had met a girl named Colleen who basically kept me in line in terms of gittin in gangs and in trouble wit da police......i thank her too......by age 13 i had moved back into da more ghetto part of Middletown....Middleotwn iz also known az M-City.........i failed 7th grade becuz i wuzz at da hospital and i couldnt go to summer school......we didnt have a lot of money before i went to the hospital, i came back and we had a lil more.......my grandma had gotten a job in albany about 8 hours away that had really good dough comin our way.....so i went to 7th grade da second time and STILL had to go to summer school......but we were movin up to Knox, NewYork in Albany County dat summer....so i took summer school up there.....i passed......finally made it to 8th grade barely.........at dis school there iz ALL sk8erz or wankstas.....dese suckas be dressin like me n aint from da city......mad people gots beef wit me becuz of how i dress talk n walk.....in M-city, i wuzz one of the few white people in my hood and at my school.....here, there are only a few people who ARE NOT white.....i feel az if i cant do dis anymore wit oput support.....im gittin in fights and gittin suspended....i get ISS (in school suspension) erryday *literally*......all dese teachas n principal ppl tell me dat my rhymes iz nothin....well fuck dem yo...i write about my life, issues in my life, some battle freestylez, and about ice rockin/rides/flossin/bein a G/dedications to my mom (R.I.P. Mom...i love u n miss u, u did ya best).....i aint just finish tellin u da bad shit in my life, i told u da str8 up facts....u expect somethin happy?...well now i have alot of money.......i have a therapist and i take medicine such as lithium adderall and serequel daily...they iz pillz.........i am currently in danger of returning to the hospital....this hospital iz four winds.....google it or suttin....supposed to help people....wit da ppl there, it helped me realize just how sane i am....i am also failing 8th grade this year.....which will make it my 5th year in middle school in september 2007.....i aint proud of it.....im just lettin ya know wuzz good.....by the way, i can spell n errything, its just online and in my songs i write,  i use alot of subsitutes for words and alot of slang terms......well dats my life.....ive lived it.....and only i can make da future or suttin like dat....im tryna make it as a rappa n be known by the world ok?...not someone who makes good money and ova on da west coast they have no idea who da fuck u r....i wuzz born a star........if i dont make it......i dont make it.....but im gonna die tryin.....and im bringin isaac n james wit me.....im a bring da hood up so dey gots dough in dey pockets.......and im a fufill my dream and git my story out.....u listen? thank you....u dont? who gives a fuck....im Alex aka Dieminz.....peace....dats da story of the last of a dyin breed